Spinning

The past three days have brought along more emotions than anyone should have to deal with at one time. I've cried, I've laughed, I've been terrified, I've felt lost, I've felt alone, I've felt reassured, I've been thankful, I've been rejuvenated, and yet the cycle just starts all over again daily. The bothersome part is that there isn't much I can do about it, that the decisions that were once mine are now being handled by someone else and that someone else is being influenced negatively. (Or so I believe...who really knows).