Random Thoughts...

*How long can you put off important things before you've officially screwed up?
*Sometimes in a conversation you don't need someone to play the devil's advocate role. You need them to shut up and listen and really understand what someone is saying.
*I thought that I knew how love felt. I hadn't even begun to understand.
*When are things going to just be simple? Never. I'm well aware.
*I have to lay off the caffeine. I'm starting to have withdrawals.
*I've decided that being an Education major really effects how I do things in life and how I look at the world.
*I'm tired of running in circles.
*I'm ready to skip ahead about 2 years.

I laid in bed for a while tonight, trying to sleep, but failing miserably. It was good though. I thought about a lot of things. Things that I like, things that I want, and things that just drive me nuts. I'm not going to write about them all because who knows if I'll really get what I want, and I don't want anyone to get upset thinking that they did something to me (they didn't). And who knows maybe it's just all one big dream, but I'm going to bed tonight with hopes that it's not.

Random Thoughts with No Explanations

*How do people in other countries type? All of the different symbols and characters that are used. Do they have different keyboards or are they forced to use our standard keyboard and make it work?
*Shouldn't I be more motivated or concerned about finding a job?
*Why am I so excited about Subway's deal right now? Any sub for 5 dollars...the one I like is already 5 dollars...
*I should probably stop skipping forum. I need 7 more.
*How did I get so lucky all of the sudden to find someone so wonderful?
*I don't really know how to be a maid of honor...am I slacking???
*I have a strange urge to be artistic and draw this fabulous picture. I can't draw to save my life. I mess up stick people.
*I also have this urge to go out and do something worth telling about.
*I also want to lay in bed all day and read a book. I have the book, not the time or attention span.
*I still feel like it's the first week of the semester where you don't have to worry about accomplishing anything...it's not, so apparently I'm missing something...
*As much as I didn't love the holidays this last winter, I kinda wish it was that time of the year again...
*I randomly look at flights and hotels to random places in hopes that some amazing deal will pop out and I'll actually be able to go. It never does.

"L is for the way you look at me..."

I was able to spend this past week and a half with someone who has completely taken over my heart and it has made me completely appreciate what I have even more. I never ever thought that I would be as lucky as I am right now. I never thought that I would find the one person who completely understands me and doesn't want to change me. I feel luckier than I can even explain to be with someone who is proud to be with me and wants me to be part of their life, with their families and their friends. There is something about him that makes me happier than I have EVER been before. I feel so much more comfortable with myself and with him than I ever have with anyone. We can laugh together and have fun and be serious together too. We talk about everything no matter how big or small. He lets me know that I am loved countless times in a day and I absolutely adore it. He is honestly everything that I have ever wanted in life and I am so blessed to be with someone so spectacular.


I love you boy :)

I've been trying to blog for days. I can't seem to really put the words together to explain what I'm feeling and thinking. All I have the urge to do is scream from the mountain tops:

I AM SO HAPPY!