That is a good question. A lot and nothing all at the same time would be the answer I suppose.
Church: Due to differences of opinion, lack of support, and hurt feelings I no longer have the same respect for our church. I don't enjoy going like I used to and I seriously am second guessing wanting to be there. It breaks my heart all at the same time and I can't quite cut the strings yet. It is actually very upsetting to see it all turn out this way. It was so perfect in the beginning and I was so happy and it turned so quick and I seriously feel like I've lost parts of my family.
Wedding: Because of the above topic the place for our wedding is also in question. If we leave the church where will we get married? I have absolutely no idea at the moment. This is ridiculously stressful for me and I worry about it a lot. Other than that though everything is going really well with the plans.
Work: I still don't have a full time job, but I've been subbing at the Children's Discovery Center in Holland. It isn't my absolute dream job, but I feel very comfortable there and feel like I am supposed to be there. I work practically everyday for at least a few hours and some days (like today) I work from 7 in the morning until 6 at night! It definitely is helping to ease my worries about working.
Finances: Money is definitely flying out faster than it is coming in right now. I still have money set aside from TMC that I did plan to spend in my budget, but I just hate the thought of having to move it into my checking account. I don't want to touch it, so instead I keep depositing little bits here and there hoping that they balance out enough to get me through.
Prayers: Steven and I both need a lot of prayers right now for many different things and I trust that I can count on many of you to put in a good word for us :)
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Prayers are definitely in the works! (but they already were int he works..) Now I just know more about what to pray for!
God will direct you in the way He would like as far as where to go to Church. He knows the desires of your heart and will help you in this very tough decision.
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