Random Thoughts with a Smidge of Explanation

• Work: I'm sick of having to do other people's jobs as they stand around and chat. And on top of doing their job while they chat I get absolutely no recognition that I've worked 2 jobs today. The same goes for people texting. I want to drown your phone in a jug of juice.
• Jobs: Yes I know I have a job, but I want a full time job. One that will do more than feed me and put gas in my car. I need to be able to pay off loans and bills in the near future too. I also didn't get a degree to work in a kitchen. I want to use it, but it's seeming more and more impossible as the days go on. The rejection letter today didn't help that case either.
• Gym: I want to join again, but without knowing if I will get a job elsewhere how do I know which town I should join in? You can't use any facility. And I'm a bit hesitant to go back to Napoleon, I've definitely gained it all back plus some, I don't want it to be pointed out to me over and over again.
• Moving out: How do you decide when you should move out or where you should move to? What if I end up living alone, I'm terrified to be alone at night. How will that work out?
• Power outages: They killed my Wii! I'm incredibly angry for a variety of reasons actually.
• My phone: I rarely get phone calls and I don't text, but I forgot it at Stevens and it's killing me to not have it. I almost want to drive the hour tonight just to get it.