Thursday, May 7, 2009

Change

If you would have asked me last fall what my plans were for after graduation they would have looked nothing like they do now. My plan was to move west as soon as possible. I had been looking at schools to teach in and apartments to rent. I was going to make the move and be successful doing so. I had already decided that it was absolutely worth it even though it meant leaving behind my entire family and all of my friends. Now fast forward to today. I am SO happy that I am not moving out there. I am content staying here in Northwest Ohio where I am surrounded by my family, friends, my loving boyfriend, and his family. I am once again working hard to find a job and a place to live and trying to get a plan in place, but I am so much more comfortable knowing that I will have shoulders to lean on and I will be in a rather familiar place. Sometimes change sucks and sometimes change seems like the worst thing possible. When my plan was crushed I thought my world was ending and I would never be able to put another plan together, but now I know that anything is possible and everything will work out in the end. And if I must say so myself my new plan is SO much better than my old plan thanks to one amazing boy who has made me a better person and made me believe in myself all over again.

The good man asks adivce from his friends; the wicked plunge ahead-- and fall. Proverbs 12:26

3 comments:

Miss M said...

I would have to agree.. the new plan sounds SO much better.. I'm not just saying that for my sake.. haha

The Illegible Pen said...

Well I have to say that I'm pretty glad the plan changed lol. I'm not saying it for my own sake either...for Steven too haha.

Anonymous said...

well I might be biased but... I love this plan... and you shouldn't change it... ever! lol :)

and on a serious note...

You can always lean on me...when your not strong... and I'll be your friend... damn I was trying to be serious...

Love you girl